I know I'm obssesed, and it gets worse with every big buck I kill, like gas on a fire man! Actually it doesn't matter if I kill a nice buck, if I get a shooter on the Cuddy I'm all giddy. For sure I am a Fanatic. Don't get me wrong, I take out 3-4 doe's a year for meat on the table, but when it comes to big bucks I got it BAD!