ADVWannabee
You
seriously have the first part of the epidemic... and you are working on the second part of the desease, cuz once you start harvesting on a somewhat regular basis with the ML gun you will loose all interest in the centerfire also and you will be compelled to purchase more ML's....
You must control your emotions and thoughts maybe watch hunting shows on Televison or rent some for home viewing. At work get one of the new phones that allow to watch TV will working.
Hope something works for you...
Me, it is snowing here - so I am going hunting...