things for me. and embarrasing they are

first time hunting , i didn' t pay attention to the sign language my grandfather was telling me about , i was to preoccupied thinking about shooting a nice buck instead , and when a nice buck came running upon the ridge that we hunted , he raised his rifle to shoot and couldn' t get a clear shot , so he made a hand gesture towards me and the deer while still looking at the deer and i didn' t understand what it meant and didn' t take the shot ( very , very , very stupid of me