hang in there man...it'll happen. it only takes a second to change your season and get that shot youve been waiting and working for...
took me till my 5th season to pull the trigger on a spring bird...i know the frustration and the feeling...up until the past few years, bucks just didnt come my way...this is my 11th season...this years buck was my 5th total...(11 does) but the past 3 years i have put a buck on the wall...
just takes time...and i believe your pretty much self learning...it can be tough goin...but it'll be sweet success when you let the air outta one! good luck!
and even if/when you DO let the air outta one, your hunting OCD aint goin away...it'll only get worse...you think your hooked now, wait till you got on on the ground...