Thanks for your honest opinions guys. Truth be told, I hadn't been behind the gun in 3 weeks, and I was going to go on this hunt by myself and a camera man, my friend Bill had asked the night before if he could come along. I had already asked him before the hunt that if a big one came in if he would mind if I shot or if we could pull a double. he said it was fine, and he was going for the experience more than anything, it was his first turkey hunt ever, and the camera mans second turkey hunt ever, first time ever behind the camera. His first turkey hunt ever was the day before when i called him in a 20+ lb longbeard that he shot at 8 yards. I do feel bad about this and have expressed this to my buddy Bill, and he said he is glad I shot it that he wouldn't know what to do with a bird that big, and that it would ruin him. I do still feel guilty though.