Ryan,
You are WAY too young to even realize what the "real world" is about. Don't take this as an insult, but you seriously have no idea what you'll learn and how much you'll grow in life over the next 10-15yrs. If a "Girl" got you all messed up, then cut the ties, I know it's much easier SAID than done, but trust me, it will all be for the better in the end. I've walked in the shoes your walking in life, and it's NO FUN at all, but you cannot let it destroy you. Take what you see as positive in life right now and engage yourself in it. If you need a vacation from the hum-drum of your hometown, take a weekend, and get away, don't do anything that may cost you big $$$$ or may get you in any trouble with the law or anything. Take some time to reflect, read a good book, maybe even read "The Good Book," I've know many people who've found the answers to their live's problems reading it. Life is too short to let someone make you miserable!!!! Chin up little buck, we don't want that big 14pt monster thinking you're a doe!!!!!