I have my good days and bad, and yesterday bringing up the ex in this post set me off. God, my church, my Christian mother, my Christian Grandparents, friends, and family are helping me through it all. I guess the constant reminder that I have to go to court in Jan or spring sometime to get a FELONY STALKING dismissed, doesn't help me move on. I sat 12 days in a NM jail on $25,000 cash only bail, as NM thought I was a flight risk with my IA ties, because she beared false witness against me and charged me with stalking. God, my friends in MO and IA know the truth, so does my family, and the subpoenoed witness list with her family on it.the case will be a not guilty and will be dismissed(if it even goes that far). I agree with those that knew her, she filed a protective order against me as she figured when I found out the deciet, an average man would have put her 6 ft under. I get this legal crap behind me, and things will heal up. I have a clean criminal record and she is trying to tarnish my record. It is in God's hands, I know, but it wears on me. I lost my home over her and lost it to foreclosure. I had owned it for 15 years. She got me behind in taxes and child support. I have(actually God has) taken care of that and am steadfast in reclaiming my life. I know it shows a lack of faith to get mad at her and we are to forgive. For the most part, I have, I just get frustrated at times. I pray each day for God to heal me and get her out of my life, I ask for your prayers too. Don