I completely understand. During my middle school to early high-school years when my testosterone levels were at an all-time high, I thought long and hard about the belief of a higher power. Theres a lot of things that I can't explain... scienceconfirms one thing and the bible says another... they mostly contradict. I was athiest for a while there, but decided if there actually was a God, I'd be screwed. So I've come to the simple conclusion that no matter what happened of how it happened, God made it.

Another thing, I can't completely trust the bible in the first place. The bible has been revised and rewritten I don't know how many times...