ORIGINAL: The Deer Destroyer
If you don't use the rage, I'd suggest to get them. They put a bigger hole, and they are just great. All the deer my dad and I have shot have all died within 60 yards.
Don't give them too much credit, i shoulder shot a doe with one and had next to no blood trail...im still in the process of looking for her.
as to the OP, keep your head up, im in the same funk as you with my last 2 deer