Trust me when I say I know how you feel. I have never dealt with a situation exactly like yours, but I have dealt with everything from poachers and tresspassers to sabatage from neighbors and even a guide I had paid. I can't say that I haven't lost a lot of motivation this year. Heck, I can hardly get myself to even care that it is deer season and I have 2 states to hunt. Just sucks the life right out of sometimes. I don't know man. I just hope your spirit and drive is revived and you get on some real biggins this year.