To all that have helped: I have started the controlled breathing, talking my way through the shot, and shooting at a blank target. Not blind baling because I am afraid of putting another arrow through my garage. the last one just missed my truck. Today I moved outside for the first time in 2 weeks and it seemed pretty natural following the steps I have made for myself. Deep breath(to calm a little), nock an arrow, check peep for right rotation, grip, draw with slight bend and squared shoulders, anchor, sight, HOLD IT, squeeze shoulder, and release. I know it seems long but it really only takes about 30 to 45 seconds. this is working for me right now and I hope it keeps up. Thanks to all for the advice and encouragement to get back on track. Chris