Well son I hope you can find your way there, I just would not want to be the parent that regrets not doing it later...Not a bash on your folks son, but Im a parent and teacher I see lots of bad things happen to kids without any encouragement from home that's all Im saying...Bowhunting/hunting is the only reason I turned out OK. I loved it so much I was affraid to act up for fear that I would lose my right to hunt.