I struggle with none of the above.
I am neither envious or arrogant. I care less what someones accomplishments are.. unless he has a really great family behind him.
I do struggle with want. I'm not sure I will want to bow hunt anymore in the near future.. I really don't know anymore. Hunting has become such a pain lately for me.. I still love it.. but not enough to set aside everything else.
My priorities have greatly changed over the past year.. starting with my marriage to my wife. It really is more important to me to have the children we want together.. than to keep hunting whitetail.
I struggle with the want. Sometimes I don't know if I want it anymore.
I'm just being honest. Of course it will probably change in October.. after a good cold front turns my blood.
