Honestly gzg.. I know exactly how you feel. I too have been pretty lax on getting my hunting season going here. This year even later than any other.

My wife calls it the bear inside me. Every year it sleeps for a period of time and I really don't want to do anything hunting related. I still go into the woods to watch deer.. but its a much more relaxed setting for myself.

Than one day as always the bear awakes inside me (just happened about 2 days ago) and suddenly I want to hunt again. It's as though my blood just starts flowing again or something.. can't explain it.. but my wife refers to it as the sleeping bear.

Sooner or later I think it awakes in everyone.. and it will in you too.

(postscript, this is probably the most touchy feely post i've ever made.. and i'm not to sure if i am proud of that.[&:] but i don't like men and i still love women.. so its all good.)