Jeff, Im actually surprized by this post... And now that i see how you look at 3-d, I honestly believe I'm having 10X more fun than you do when we shoot. When you take something that is supposed to be fun and make it work, it's no longer fun... and that is what you have done, made it more work than fun, much like your does.... Jeff your trying too Hard. I dont really know what to tell you, you have the competiteve spirit in you and dont wanna settle for anything less.
BUT, for me.....it's not about being THAT good, it's about pushing myself to be the very best that I have in me. If I don't ever measure up well enough to be THAT competitive, so be it. But it's so much more than just about winning. Just to be out on the course, walking around w/ friends, catching up, shooting the breeze, talking about deer and life.....That's what it's about.
Thats EXACTLY how i feel, wow SPOT ON. And it may not be for you jeff, but why not go out there and have fun doing the best you can while still having fun... You are a very talented shooter... gifted if you will. I dont know anybody else who can come into 3-d one year and be as good as you are... Like i said it sounds too me like your taking this way too seriously. Take deep breath, your just having fun...
Now, where are we shooting Sunday?