RE: relocating to texas
Balde, I know exactly what you are going through. The medical term for her problem is Pre-Senile Dementia." Many middle age women simply go crazy and go off on religious binges or start pursuing other idiotic causes in some bizarre attempt to find "fulfillment." I went thru it with my X. After 23 years of marriage she twisted off into some wild religion and she got and still is crazy as an outhouse rat.
I HAD to get away from her or she would have made me as crazy as she was.
Men go through something similar the day they look in the mirror and see their own mortality looking back at them. They usually run to the nearest younger woman who will pay them any attention and help create the illusion that they are still young, dashing men.
Both problems usually end in marital disaster.[&o] Few men or women ever snap out of it until way too late.