Really sorry to hear about the bad news, I've been there once myself and it is a horrible time. Doesn't seem right when a good family has miscarriage problems, and yet some crackhead pumps out 4 babies from different fathers.

Friends of ours had their first baby just fine, 2nd born with downs, 3rd baby died at 3 weeks or so after being born. Not trying to downplay what happened to you, mostly I'm reaching for straws just trying to say something to ease the pain.