I am very sorry to hear it. I hate when people say they understand what you are feeling, but I do. My wife and I tried for 7 years to have a child. She got pregnant once, and miscaried three weeks into it. After that she was not able to have kids. Not long after that she had a total hysterectamy. Dont get me wrong, it hurt, but God did bless mewith two adopted daughters. We were very blessed to find them. All I can say is im very sorry to hear the news. You and yours have my deepest prayers.