I'm 32 as well and I went throughsomething similiar about 10 -12 years ago. I was living a different kind of lifestyle and running around a lot being a cool guy (jj) and just made no time for it and didn't prioritize it, I would still manage to go once or twice but there was no dedication, no scouting, and we would usually end up drinking somewhere by the end of the day. I'm glad that part of my life has passed. Then while I was married to my ex wife she made itvery difficult and it really took the fun out of going. But since my divorce 4 years ago it has been GAME ON and I feel like I was missing out. I love the time with my dad, my kids, and I just feel like the enjoyment is back. My better half nowdoesn't really love hunting but she knows I do and she fakes like she doesn't mind (at least she tries).

With the holidays coming up and money tight I will probably slow down from here on out and try to work a little more and help herat the house more, but trust me the drive will be there.