No, I think I do understand. I have taken animals and then thought about the animal all night and even wishing that I hadn't taken it. This was years ago, before i really understood what God meant about having domain over all of theearth and its creatures on it. I now see that we are at the top of the food chain, and we need to continue to do our part. I also love to hunt big bucks, it is my primal scream, as Ted says. Nothing wrong with crying, Ive never done it, in fact I never cry over anything, What the hellis wrong with me????? LOL!!