I cant begin to comprehend what you are going through. All i can say is you WILL be in my prayers and that is a promise. God has given you a great deal of strengh through this, i can tell by reading your bold, couragous posts..... i dont understand your strength, butI know God gives us the strength to get through things we otherwise thought of as impossible to handle. Stay strong and God will stay close to you all through all of this. We are all only just passing through this place called earth before we go to our eternal Home so we must make the best of it while we are hereand God still works Miracles Stay strong in your faith and amazings things can happen according toGodsWill andPurpose. Prayers Sent....