RE: That sick feeling...
My friend, I mean this from the bottom of my heart. SOMETIMES........you do everything exactly right, and things just don't pan out. From what I know of you, and what I justread......you did everything right.
Deer are amazing creatures. They spend their entire lives surviving, and they get pretty gosh darn good at it. I'm very sorry it happened, I know exactly that sick feeling you speak of.
Pick your head up and get back at it bud.