Hey Ryan one thing you will learn as life goes on is there are plenty of fish in the sea. Your young and this is only one of many girlfriends im sure you will have in your lifetime, i wouldnt let it get to you as much as it has. I know you just cant get over a relationship that meant alot to you but the best thing to do is distract yourself from thinking about it. I dont even let the girlfriend interfere with my hunting season let alone an ex-girlfriend. But hang in there you'll be over her before you know it.