I to think you should take a young kid out hunting . Talk to a group like big brother see if there's a kid who would like to hunt teach him to hunt -fish . Teach him the respeat of handleing guns.Mybe take a hunter safty coures togather. Teach him to enjoy the out doors and to always respeat the animale he's hunting .If you don't want to do that buy a camcorder and film the deer in the wild then some night when you have time watch what you re-cored, enjoy the deer in the wild ,thats what i plan on doing some day when hunting deer with a weapen doesn't satisfy me any more. Good luck to you in what ever you decide to do .