RE: Am I going nuts???
My grandpa keeps telling me and my brother that if it werent for the two of us loving to hunt as much as we do then he wouldnt even hunt anymore. He tells us that he gets a bigger thrill out of watching me and my brother get excited before going to the woods, and watching us harvest a deer, claims that he loves to see all of his training come together. However after first season is over and second season starts, me nor my brother have been able to attend second season, because of school! (god im happy im in college this year so i can attend second season), but he always goes to the woods with some of my uncles and hunts, he claims after watching us harvest deer it gets him back in the "mood" to hunt again! so maybe try that, take your kid/grandson/nephew/neice, or some kid that lives in your town and teach them to hunt, maybe it will get you back into it! just a suggestion though!