RE: First time to draw on a deer and i miss....
Sorry to hear about your miss. I took my first deer two seasons ago. 10 seconds later I took my second. My third came that same evening,and all three with the bow. Then, my next two deer I shot I wounded and never found. Like you, I just got excited and touched the trigger to quick. I was torn up on the inside, knowing I had just wounded such a beautiful animal. My brother, friends and I spent over25 hours looking for those deer.
As others have said, it is much better to miss than wound. You obviously know how to shoot. You'll get them next time.