IM SORRY TO HEAR ABOUT YOUR BROTHER IN LAW,ITS NOT THE SIZE OF THE DEER THAT MATTERS ITS THE HUNT , THE PURSUIT, THE MEMORIES THAT ARE MADE.I HAVE KILLED LOTS OF DEER AND I HAD JUST AS MUCH FUN KILLN THE LITTLE ONES AS I DID THE BIG ONES,YOUR STORY IS FAMILLIAR TO ME BECAUSE MY EX BRO N LAW IS MY HUNTIN BUDDY AND I COULD ONLY IMAGINE WHAT IT FELT LIKE TO LOOSE HIM BUT EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR AREASON GOD TOOK HIM SO YOU AND YOUR SON COULD GROW CLOSER AND DEVELOP AN EVEN MORE SPECIAL BOND.YOU WILL ALWAYS FOR AS LONG AS YOU LIVE REMEMBER THAT LITTLE BUCK,HE WAS AWESOME,HUNTING IS AWESOME,YOUR DEER TRULY WAS A TROPHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!GOOD LUCK THIS FALL BUDDY