RE: Sometimes you just have to be honest .............
I agree with TC. Also, even though you don't like it, you might try gap shooting as a way to get it together, then move on to a different style. That is how I started, and now I only gap on long shots. You can get bows tillered for 3-under that will reduce the noise, if that is what works best for you. You are always welcome here, regardless of what equipment you use.
Wish you the best,
Chad
Long Bows Rule!