John....Brother...You are nothing short of a rock for even posting on this thread. I'm not SURE I could (honestly). PT is a good friend.....a good man.....and a good ear. I'd be talking to him and trying to understand as much as humanly possible were I in your shoes. I know MOTOWN (Chris) is a good man, too..and somebody I enjoy talking to. Whether he knows it or not.....I think a lot of our friendship, too.

God bless your family, buddy. I'm at a loss as to what to say, really.