RE: is this jus me?
Try blind baleing. Go to the range with a big backstop. Do not put any sort of target on it, then shoot from 10-15 yrds with you eyes closed just feeling the shot, now worrying about where it's going(make sure your close enough that it does hit the bale). Get comfortable feeling your shot first, maybe 50 shots like that. Then start shooting into the bale with your eyes open, not worrying about hitting a spot at all, just feeling the shot without "aiming". Do this for a while also. Then hit a couple big spots (6-8") at 15 yards. Slowly get smaller spots and farther distances. This is not a one day or even a one week deal, if you want to get rid of TP, it will take some time.
Hope it helps!
Dandbuck