well partner, i hear you barkin' up the sympathy tree here, but there's nothin' fallin' to the ground for ya from me.you sure do not sound like the "poor" type, just a conclusion made by your attitude, but maybe you are and were and therefore you deserve 1000 wooded acres and 40 virgins.unfortunately the things we do in life, no matter how respected they are,do not guarantee us anything. i am not rich but won't be as excited as you to claim to be poor either, my parents didn't pay for a dime of my college, simply put a roof over my head and I joined the Army to pay for tuition. hey man, just take a deep breath and one day when you are 45 you can have your loans paid off and purchase your own land, and maybe, just helping youfeed thatsurging ego you so dearly love, you can purchase the only property I have to hunt that I enjoy for free. my friend, I hope that one day I will be so lucky tobe at your side and wanderabout the timber and share a hunt!

Peace.