C'mon squirrel, waiting for a 130+ deer for your 1st is cheating yourself. I considered myself extremely lucky that my 1st deer with a bow had any horns at all.
I've seen your posts in the CB forum and I know you can hit what you're shooting at, so if your missing deer at 15yrds you may be getting The Fever. If this is the case you really shouldn't be waiting for buckzilla to step out.