Buddy, I have been in that same predicament many, many, times, all you can think about is the gun, you imagine yourself drilling a big bull elk with it, you fantasize about shooting it at the range, heck, you may even have a dream about it, but, when you buy the gun, the excitement only builds, and then, after you finally get to shoot her at the range, you see that, she is going to be a keeper. Buy the gun, crime, just do it, you won't regret it.