man things kinda slowed up in a hurry...with the team..and the score card in general. ive been keepin busy with school work. worked on my "federal job application" yesterday..had a professor proof it today..says i need to brag about myself more but other then that i did good..a bunch of national parks, state parks, army corp of engineers etc will be at our interview session...i gotta be there monday at 2pm. man i hate things like that..but i guess i gotta get used to it...and i hate dressin up[:'(] ..hopefully that goes well. im really looking to either get into a park this summer or fight wildfires. i need a good looking resume and expirience..my dead end jobs help because i deal with people and equipment though...3 solid years of dealing with the public..i should get a prize for that! i havent killed anyone yet

rob...id love to put down the gun and pick up the bow..but its honestly useless...i been checking in with the farm everyday and theyve seen 1 buck since monday(MY big buck) and my farmer buddy missed him. the deer are in peoples backyards already. the nice weather kept alot of guys in the woods this week..we will have a bigger group tomarrow and saturday hopefully. i dont think ill stand hunt at all tomarrow..sleep in and start drives at 10 or so..sat i may stand till the drives start...tomarrows weather is going to be NASTY and way to windy for me to climb a tree!! i may try to still hunt through my area though...i should beable to sneak around pretty good..maybe catch MR big off gaurd..but when the farmer missed him he was tucked in behind an abandoned farmhouse in a jagar patch...he had to go there after i seen him monday and laid there till tuesday when the farmer jumped him.

im starting to loose faith in myself..i put in the leg work..i put in countless hours on stand..and i cant even get it done with a rifle...think ill have to drop a doe this weekend and get my confidence back up...its just a heartbreaker to have that big buck torture me..he looked like something id see on TV when i seen him monday! better believe ill have a lock on in one of them pine trees next year! maybe after rifle season if he makes it and ill stick another arrow in him! we will see...me and buck hunting never panned out well...let alone a trophy buck(for here anyways) sad thing is...i still dont know JUST how big he is...i dont even know if hes the one i hit with the bow or not..we will find out..hopefully i bag him and get my muzzy back