Mowtown, you feel this way now, yes, but only because you didn't get the opportunity to tag the buck you were after.

If and when you do finally outwit that buck, your sense of accomplishment will be much greater than it would if you had shot the first buck that walked by. You put in a lot of hours hunting a specific deer, it becomes like a chess game. When you finally get him in check mate, you'll be happy you held off.