I feel that same way. This is my first hunting season and 20 mins after I got into my deer stand a spike was no more then 10 yards awat from me. I didn't even think about drawing my rifle. I just watched him. I passed about 4 small does after him and the guy that I hunt with is like WTF?! Why didn't you shoot.I told him cause I want to take a big buck or doe. Hes the type that takes what he can get. I guess I have alot of patience. Theres this buck in my area. I've seen him in my field in late august. Then in late sep/early oct. he ran out in front of me on my way home from work. On The second day of hunting season I was driving to my co-workers place to hunt, he ran out in front of me again. Then yesterday I came home from work my sister said she saw a buck in our field (I know it was him) then again today when I got home from work my dad said he saw a buck in our field. So I guess he comes around my place at around 3pm. I'm telling you I want to take him BAD. I can't stop thinking about him. I plan on hunting my field on thanksgiving morning. I hope he comes. If I don't get him then I hope no one else does cause he'll be bigger next year!