please dont take this wong if your seeing deer and geting shots you are doing something right. everyone miss's sometime. it sounds like you are very discouraged. witch it not a good thing when it comes to shooting a bow. practice daily throughout the year and get that confidence up. also maybe you are using the wrong pin the heat of the moment, are you judging the distance correctly?it will happen just try to stay positive no matter how hard it is. i went throw a simalir year a few back, i missed 2 deer with my bow and then on the first day of shotgun season got my biggest buck ever with the old remington, sometimes the gun is what you need to get your confidence up. maybe try that.