i learned its just as easy to wound a deer with a gun as it is with a bow

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i went to a certain spot this morning because there is ALWAYS doe and i figured if i didnt see a buck i would take a doe ..well 815 or so i was about to get down because the idiot neighbor decides to shoot at who knows that like 4994 times as soon as im about to decent i see a fat doe staring at me quartering to and 50 or so yards... i quickly get my gun.. scope her and pull with the angle of the shot i dont think i aimed far enough to the front...any way boom... im excited but with the deer not dead in her tracks i was worried (i noticed on tv and forums deer shot with the new muzzloaders usually drop but thats neither here nor there) i seen her get hit pretty hard since she didnt know where to run and then she dissapeared. i walked over no blood any where so i laughed i was like i missed her...cant help but make the best of missing i go to the next closest stand to hunt the remainder and my dad calls i explain i missed and i think i looked over the scope after i shot becuase i didnt hit her.. he says did you look for hair and isaid no
then

[&:][:@][:'(]i get down since i have to work walk through the thicket to make sure she isnt dead then........ i walk up and i see fur...and [:@]some bone fragments the hair was white so thats not good ..
im mad at myself.. but im not expert shot by anymeans (17yrsold) but i figured with a gun a quartering to is acceptable.