Yuck, sorry to hear that. I lost my first deer bow deer too. The worst part is, I know she died, but we couldn't track to where we thought she went due to a jerkoff for a neighboring land owner.
Makes me glad I missed that monster this morning though... I woulda been SICK if I would have wounded a beautiful buck like that (even if it was a fawn or doe, I woulda been sick, they are ALL beautiful).