RE: Want to throw up!
Welcome to archery hunting...
There isn't many archers out there that can say they have never missed a shot (I know I'll get hammered for that comment).
Just be happy it was a clean miss. Years ago I made a terrible shot on a cow elk (gut shot) and never found her. I'm still sick with the memory. It almost made me quit archery hunting.
Justlook at it as a learning experience.