Jason, Jason, Jason! I have two girls (20 and 23). I love them dearly and can't think of life without them. I would easily kill another human being for them and protect them with my life. I know what you want and you are right. It is a basic human right that you've been denied! My deepest sympathies for what pain you've been going through. I had however, a bit of a hard time not chuckling at your expression "busting my nuts" hehehe. I consider you my friend Jason and kinda understand how much you are hurting and yes you are right about someother's that complain about things or complain and complain and complain. Yes you've worn you hardship well and I believe you deserve better. You will get what you get and be a better man for what ever happens. I do wish children on you Jason, they will make you an even better person from the experiences. They will also give you the smiles that I've had through the years. I am not religious but my thoughts will be with you and your wife and I wish you good luck. Give your wife a hug for me.
Don