Don't get down on yourself. I went 2 bowseasons without getting a real nice buck. although i am picky during bowseason. Just remember when something like that happens its called hunting. It's not easy by any means. Just be prosistint and you will connect sooner or later. Better luck next time.

P.S. I had something similar happen to me this year. It was huge a 12 point. It took me 2 weeks to get over.