RE: I just want to CRY!!!!!
You should be commended on your restraint. That shows great character and ethics in you most hunters are missing. The suggestion I'd make too is a grunt tube. In that deers state, he might as easily came marching right back into your setup. I've had great success with calling and that might have been all you needed.
Again, 445, great job, it's not always about getting the deer, the hunt alone is a great memory, the hardest part was getting that close, you've succeeded, the shot, that's secondary, you know you were prepared for it and not taking an iffy shot,,,,,you da man!
<font color=blue>Good Luck and Good Shooting</font id=blue>
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