Thanks,

I know, I guess I just needed to vent since it's partly because I was being lazy and cheap, not getting out the other target block or getting a new big target for the back yard. I still need quite a bit more practice before I am consistent enough to do it all of the time but at least I can get into the groove after the first dozen or so shots. Still have to concentrate on form as I shoot, not to the point where it's automatic yet.
(but I got it in my head, 2 more months to get ready for deer. have to get consistent, first shot in the bull)