lol oh my I know.
Hunting is one of the few sports where you could work hard at it, and it is entirely possible that you could have nothing to show for it but some new tactics and information and few less arrows in your quiver.
Sooner or later I am sure it will all come together, hopefully sooner since there is only 1 week of archery left here in PA, lol

Jennings Buckmaster Bow
.50 Cal Thompson Center Renegade