Best of luck man, while not nearly as painful I broke off a 2 year engagement this last spring so I can somewhat understand where you are coming from and what you are going through. Make sure you don't get so bogged down with all the BS associated with this that you forget to make yourself happy. Keep your head up and make sure to make time to do the things you are passionate about in life. Lookin forward to seeing you around, and if you ever want to keep in contact PM me for contact info.