Well here I am at work at lucnh reading your post. I don't know what to say Talon other than I am very sorry and I will always remember that picture of you and your son. I have a son of my own and another on the way, I cannot imagine what you are going through. I will keep you all in my prayers. I did loose my Father to a battle of depression when I was 14 and still to this day have a hard time dealing with it. Shakes me up to enter the woods where I learned so much from him. I do know that God has reasoning for everything that happens in our world. SO hang in there and keep busy. PM if you ever need to talk.