I know exactly and I mean exactly how you feel. My Jr. year in high school, (which was only 3 years ago) I had pneumonia in both lungs. I got so bad I was put in the hospital.....and for a while I was wondering if it was going to be the end of me. I'm glad it wasn't but it was sure a scare. Let me tell you there's nothing more important than taking care of yourself, and I know that now more than ever.