If it bothers you that much then maybe you could take up ballet ...

Seriously , it does seem to be getting to you , so maybe what you need is a new challenge . The plains indians had a practice called "counting coup" where a brave would actually try to touch his opponent with his hand or a special short coup stick before killing him , the modern equivalent of that for a hunter would be to sneak up to a deer and touch it or take and extremely close picture . Put on some ASAT , hone your stalking skills , and give it a whirl . I saw a guy on tv once who does this with turkeys , he calls the gobbler within range of his hiding place and then jumps up and grabs it . I don't reccomend doing this with a rutting buck though ...