whitetailblaster, if I read your post right, it sounds that you are 14 years old! Believe me, you hopefully, have a lot of years ahead of you in your hunting career. ENJOY THEM! Don't get caught up in the success or failure attitude about hunting. Enjoy every minute in the woods! It's not about whether you're a "trophy" hunter or not, of which there is nothing wrong with, except for the fact that you have a lot of years ahead of coming home empty handed. Have fun!!!